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[14 Apr 2009|04:04pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Interesting how I caught a cold after what happened on Thursday. I know I didn't eat much, but I did drink a vegetable juice blend, which apparently is chock full of vitamin C. I've taken two different cold medicines and neither has relieved my nasal congestion.

I still haven't heard from him. For all I know, he could be dead.

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[09 Apr 2009|03:52pm]
Well, I think its safe to say that its over between me and my boyfriend. I think I've been preparing myself for this subconsciously for a while now. I'm not going to say very much about it, other than he is not mentally sound at the moment, and it isn't fair for me to deal with it on top of everything else, like work and school. I think I'm in shock right now...I'll probably be crying myself to sleep tonight. Honestly though, I do not need this right now. I'm completely devastated, but I can't just put my life on hold. I work five days a week and finals are coming up. We won't be talking to each other for a very long time, and I won't say how or why. But I don't think I'll ever go back to him. Not with what happened.

This has been a long time coming. As much as I wanted to make it work, I couldn't. And fate just ripped it out of my hands, shredded it up, and spit on it. Then slapped me in the face.

Now I really truly am alone. I've lost contact with all my friends, and now I've lost someone who I loved. I really was meant to be alone. Because in the end, they all leave eventually.

I don't know what to do with myself. My life has been systematically reduced to nothing.
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[26 Oct 2008|09:39pm]
[ mood | excited ]

So, after some discussion, me and my Dad decided it would be best if I came home and finished my general credits at Schoolcraft next semester. And then after that, I would continue my Fashion Merchandising major at Eastern Michigan University, which is a 45 minute commute...but hell, I'd get to live at home! Nothing beats living at home. And plus, I'd get to go back to working at Starbucks, too. I'm all for making my own money! All in all, I guess it was just something to try out, but really, living away from home is not for me yet. So at the end of this semester, me and my Dad are going to move all my shit back home.

I guess it just dawned on me that I am kind of miserable here. So...


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[17 Nov 2003|04:15pm]


/ I decide who gets added and who doesn't


If I don't add you (back), it's either because a) you didn't comment on this post, or b) you're weird/annoying and i do not have any interest in adding you. So, if I don't add you within a week, don't bother keeping me on your friends list, because you won't see any of my posts. Creepy stalker...

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[17 Nov 2003|02:10pm]
I want you to post anything that you want in reply to this entry.


A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, an opinion, a critique - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like.

Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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[17 Nov 2003|12:55pm]
Leave an anonymous comment with:

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.
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